Wednesday, July 30, 2008

~TerUsiKkk..~

yuhhuuuu...

byknya posting aq hri ni kan?...sbnrnya tgh bowink gler ni....so..terasala nk mencoret skit...dah lame aq xcter psal 'him' kn??...sbnrnya kitorg dh mkin jauh..msg pon bnd2 penting je...dah xde gurauan2 spt dulu...i actually miss that moment sooo muchhh....but,positively maybe die busy kot..

smalam byk gler keje..antar 2nd reminder to all staff yg ade outstanding acc..tp dlm2 bz 2 aq ade buat somethg stupid i guest...

ermmm....i actually...ermm...i had print all 'ours' chat kt skype 2...n siap binding lg..cam buku...yaa...i've booked all of our memory in skype..am i stupid???..klo la die tau..mati aq!!...but..aq tkot memory 2 sume akn hilang...i'm afraid that i lost it all...even aq tau nk memiliki die adalah sesuatu yg mustahil,tp biarlah sekurang2nya memory tu kekal selamanya......

lps dh abes buat sume 2,aq pn blik ar ke teratak aq 2..smp2 je dh almost 10pm..dpt tgk skit je sindirela...tp yg buat aq terusik ialah the last part..kata2 yg diutarakan..

~menyintai tidak semestinya dapat bersatu~

such a simple word but very2 meaningfull...aq dh dpt jawapan that mmg xsalah tindakan aq selama ni....

n HEY WORLD!!!...If u love some1..juz say it...before its too late dear!...

yah...im so2 sure!..aq akan berpegang pada kata2 kt atas tu..thanks to Allah sbb dh tunjukkn jln yg ptt aq lalui...Alhamdulillah...=)

LaWn BowL ToUrNaMeNt..

At last...

aq nk upload photo for Lawn Bowl Tournament hri 2...ulasan xbyk sgtla ek..sbb xde ape sgt yg nk diulas...so..check out those pix..


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yaahhh....n i won the games...dptla ke peringkat seterusnya....syiok 2...1st time try game ni n won it...besh2... thats all for now..tggu updated for 2nd round plak ek...bye2 miss bloggy..

TaGgGgggGGGGG!!!....

Wooiiii!!!!...

adeh...xbersalah rsenya dri ini...tbe2 lak kne tag ngn c'ucuk + comot ekin ni!!..xpe2..exercise minda n tgn..to all...check it out..

1. nama-nama timangan oleh org tersayang

adeh...dh lme xkne timang ni...jap2..refresh blik ek...


afiza - abah
pija - mak,siblings n PUO buddies
pijat - setapak buddies
fiza - Desa Perdana Buddies + officemate
kelip2 - skype buddies
fizzie - HIM
mama - org giler!(lpe dah nme berok 2!)
syg - firdaus fadzil (time couple dlu ar)

rsenya 2 je kot nme timang2 org pggl aq..lau terlepas 2,sowyla ek..


2. anda seorang yang...

- mudah tersenyum (even plenty of prob)
- ske tgk org senyum
- gediks!(diorg ckp..so..ngaku jela..best pe gedik..)
- not confident
- boleh jd amat pemalu n boleh gak jd xreti malu (multi aq ni)
- bad luck in "LURVE"..Damnnn!!
- degil + keras kepala + asek nk menang

ade byk lagi sbnrnya..tp..ckupla setkat itu..kang penoh 1 page lak..

3. insan teristimewa. describe apa yg membuatkan die terlalu istimewa di mata anda.kategOri insan teristimewa nie..byk! mak ayh,abg adik,gelfren boifren..

*MAK n AYAHku...Istimewa sbb diorgla yg sggp nk lahirkan anak yg degil tahap dewa ni ke dunia!!..thanks parent!..

*Akak n ADIKku...tanpa diorg xberserila idop ini..even we all slalu gdo but 2 hav them in my life is the precious thg Allah had gave me!..

*Teman2..tanpa kowg spela aq!..2 jela yg aq leh describe..

*BuayaPren..adehhh..currently didnt hav any..but lau nk cter psal crush leh je kn?..hehe..die istimewa sbb....sbb...no idea..but he's special..believe me!no doubt!..

4. makanan favourite anda

makanan??adeh...plenty of it..aq ske mkn!..hehe..thats y la cutting body ni cung gilos!!..ngeee..

- bler mak masak..sdpnya..
- yogurt cheese cake (secret recipe)

5. favourite kaler

putih - sbb die sweet
pink - sbb die soft
coklat - sbb die elegance!
hitam - sbb die mystery
hijau - sbb die Classy

6. favourite songFav Song..

byk ni..tp aq cter yg sgt2 aq skela ek..

- I'll be (cam dlm blog aq ni)
- Warisan wanita Terakhir (sbb syahdu tu..)
- I'm Yours (lagu kami=B )
- Mengintai langit (seswai dgn jiwa)
- Ada Untukmu (sbb nk sgt ade laki yg felt that way 2ward me..)
- Dealova (sbb some1 yg pnh ade kt hati ni hadiahkan)

ermmm...2 je kot..lpe ar..

7. sikap yg membuatkan anda stress

- talam dua muka!!(rse nk belah2 je muka diorg 2!!)
- Bler msg xdibalas..
- keje kt opis melambak
- Bler ade yg pandang serong ape yg aq buat!!..

8. 3 benda yg mesti ada dalam handbag anda

3 je??adeh..byk ar menatang dlm
handbag@poket doraemon aq 2..tp nk 3 gak ek..ok2..

- purse (lau xde ni,camner nk idop bebs!)
- make up (imej itu penting..walau hanya amek angin luar umah =P)
-
Novel@magazine@ape2 yg leh dibaca!..(caya x?..haaa...beg aq 2 mmg multi-purpose doh!)


9. kali terakhir anda menangis beriya-iya..kenapa??

~when~ last year kot..

~reason~ "ketika melihat org yg sgt2 aq syg bahagia disamping org lain"

10. tag 5 rakan anda

xmo ar taq2 org..aq ni xsekejam org yg tag aq ni!!..hahaaaa...mntk2la org ni terasa!...=)

Alhamdullilah!..siap jua akhirnya..jawab SPM pon x secomplicated ni..adehhh...bye2 miss bloggy..

Monday, July 28, 2008

~GeMBiRa HiDuP iNi!!..~

wiHoooOOO....
Today nk update about weekend aq hri tu..besh gler...its a girl day out!..marvelous..fantastic..n etc..hehe..okay,1st of all meh aq cter 1 persatu...

Friday 25:07:08
Tepat je kul 4.30pm aq cabut blik dri ofis..yaaahhh...sempat ke nk smp ke s.alam...tp,either sempat ke tak. perjalanan wajib diteruskan..n mmg sah..aq smp lmbt ke kelas ptg 2..7.30pm bru smp..hampeh sunggoh komuter 2..rse nk sue je!..huhuhu...then,class berjln as usuall...After class plak ak n ekin telah meronggeng membelah gelap malam tuk nonton wyg!!..eheh..ayat cam ape je...but,the movie is so-so je..xbesh pong!..hehe..abes je movie dh kul 1.15am..so, tuk ank2 dara cam kitorg ni xmnis if merayau2 lg pgi2 buta camtu..so,we all pn blik umah ekin n bobok!!..

Sabtu 26:07:08
bgun2 je jam dah menunjukkn angka 10am..hehe..bg aq still awl lg sbnrnya..bgun2 je aq bowak2 ngn ekin..byk bnd kitorg share together..aq story about how aq knal 'him' n ekin lak cter about cne die leh terjtuh tgga ngn bdak tuttttt...ehehe...lps dh pnat sgt mengarut kiotrg pon mengambil keputusan tuk take a shower n nk meronggeng ke luar!!!..hehe..

Around 2.30pm,finally we all siap untk berpoya2..mse dlm keta ekin,aq tbe2 terigtkn si kecik shidot 2..aq pn suggest kt ekin tuk culik die kt uitm n hang out 2gether..hahaaa..but the best part is si shidot ni xsangka yg kitowg nk ajk die jln smp ke kompleks...dlm keadaan xmnd n tanpa sebarang dokumen 2 die pon terpaksa ar akur ngn kiotrg..hehe..pdan mke dak shidot 2..2la..len kali jgn lewatkn mnd2 ni..u must learn a lesson k shidot!..hehe..then, peyot aq n ekin yg dh pon berkeroncong lgu i'm yours sejak dri umah td mntk diisi..so,kitorg pon lepak ar kt kfc..smbl2 duk isi peyot ni..kitorg imbas ar blik memori zman2 hostel dlu..best sgt..rndu gler ngn zman2 2...i enjoyed that day so much...

Mlm 2 plak aq bergegas lak ke poli..pastu yg klakarnya xpnah2 org sesat dlm poli 2 tp aq dh berjaya membawa ekin n sesat bersme2 dlm 2...ahahahaaaa...dhla mmg lewat,bertambah2 lg...but..xkne ape2 pon smp lewat..sir zam2 2 ok je..abes je klas abah amek aq..then bertolak blik ke kl....

Sunday 27:07:08
yaahhh..today is the day..kemuncak bagi segalanya..hehe..time to shopping gurls!..around 3.00pm aq n odah ketemu di lrt station..we take lrt to bandaraya station..niat dihati aq nk crik brg2 yg xdpt lg aq bli dlm list hri 2..smp2 je kt sogo spt biase peyot aq ni berdup-dap..apalg kitorg g soru dlula..

aq mamam - grilled mushroom chicken rice + iced lemon tea
odah mamam - grilled blacpper chicken rice + iced lemon tea

but...the waitress inform us yg nasi abes..so,kne wait around 30mnt..nsb bek ar kitorg order a slice of yogurt cheese cake..so bedal ar dlu..ni contohnya..hehe..

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doesnt it look so yummy nyum???hehe..
kasi terliur skit sme kowg.. =P

then,bler peyot ni dh kenyang kitowg trusknla perjalanan tuk mencari brg2 yg perlu..mcm2 aq bli tau..abeh duit ni..so..check out those pix!..

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And last but absolutely not least..kain raya!!!yihaaa...so excited!..

Minat gler2 kain ni..Chiffon..harga lak..haha..rmai kte mahal..tp bgi aq..okla..not so expensive..=)
so,i'll give 10 star for this..sgt2 pueh!...unik..lembut..moden..a bit traditionally..haha..ske2..

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selain 2 gak sempat rembat 3helai tudung tuk office wear..wink2..

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ahaks..sakan x?hehe..abes duit aq tau..lps ni mmg xleh nk enjoy2 dah..around 9pm aq pon smpla ke teratak kesygn..penat sgt..nsib bek ade kerusi massage gintell hadiah abah tuk mak...nnt lau ade mse aq tepek gmbr ek...hehe..k ar..nk chow ni...dh lme sgt curik tulang..posting yg aq jnj psal lawn bowl 2 maybe ptg or 2mmorow aq updated k...bye2 miss bloggy..!..~end~

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

So MaNy ThInG NeeD 2 Be DoNe!..

Yuhooo...

Tgk tjuk pon u will know ape yg aq nk coret hri ni kn?..hhmmm..biasela..gji aq insyallah akn kuar jumaat ni..so..aq already listdown kn brg2 yg akn aq bli...check it out...

For Kuliah..
- Beg Kuliah
- Stationery
- kasut
- Pencil Case

For Personal use lak...
- Seluar (dah lme usya kt Mid)
- Toilettries
- Facial Foam
- Flip-Toe (dah putus daaa)
- Jam

For Raya Lak!!...
- Kain Pasang (Chiffon maybe...)
- Tudung

Misc
- Facial
- Bateri HP

Adoiii...a dozen of thg 2 buy!!...abeh ar duit aq..tp nk wat cne...must to!..
aq igt nk shoppg for those thg this sundayla..mntk2 dpt bli sumenya..

okay,settle psal keperluan...skg nk cter psal insiden kelmarin..betapa tensionnya diri ni..aq akui,sume ni sbnrnya perkara biasa dalam persekitaran kje ni..tp xsangka lak yg aq ni terkena. What u felt when u trust some1 n die lak amek kesempatan ats sume 2.. Mmg dasar talam 2 muka., ngn aq kononla die cter yg rmai anti die..ckp die jht..aq yg mentah ni caya n pity ar kt die bulat2..but now???what I actually get?...die g jual sume cter yg aq ckp kt die..sian kak Iin tersebar cter die..so sory kak..pija mmg xsengaja…dhla kje byk hri 2, soang2 lak..adehh…rse nk ngamuk je..then, xtau nk luah kt spe aq skype ‘him’..

Aq : bz x?
Him : mcm tu la kira2 nya...
Aq : xpela lau camtu..
Him : why....anything urgent??
Aq : xdela......
Aq : xpela...
Him : smile a bit....
Aq : xberdaya...
Him : whts up?
Aq : terkena dgn talam dua muka..
Aq : geramnyer...
Him : pulok...adeh.
Him : emmmm,nnti cite aa...now x sesuai aa masa nye..
Aq : dh agk dh...
Aq : xpela...
Him : tp jgn sedey2 aa..
Aq : hhmm...yela..
Aq : sory..burden u..
Him : btul aa...i byk keje...u pn tau i tnggal sorang......
Him : xde mkna nya burden ke hape...
Him : ishhkkk..
Aq : xpe...ikut u la..
Aq : dah2..
Aq : cont ur work k..
Aq : askum..

Geram sunggoh aq..igtkn dptla ringankn beban..rpenya die tambah lg..skit hti aq! malam 2 lak..aq blik dri Hero ngn mak aq..tgh agkt2 brg msuk umah tbe2 abah mrh2 aq sbb xbukak ksut..nk bkk cne tgn aq penoh…trus aq ngamuk..sbnrnya bkn sbb tegoran abah 2..tp sbb sume yg jd sepanjang hri 2..aq cam dh xleh nk trima n tahan lg..trus je aq msuk blik n menangis…fed-up sgt..sedang aq menangis 2,tbe2 je hp aq berbnyi tanda ade msg yg msuk..dalam emosi yg xstabil aq pon bkk n tgk pengirimnya…

Him : fizzie…I’m home…
Aq : hmmm…yela..take a rest k..u must be so tired..
Him : dh mndi..nyelam je..mlas nk mndi sgt mlm2 neh..so,nk cte ape2 x?
Aq : xbek ar mnd mlm2 sgt..nnt paru2 berair..xde apela nk story..
Him : oh xde pe plk?Td siang mcm berangin je..smp megan avenue trasa
goyngnya!..hikhik..

ahahaahaa…nk tergelak aq..ade2 je die ni tau…tp aq tahu..sbnrnya die tgh memujuk aq psal hal siang td..so nice of him…semkin berbunga hti ni dibuatnya…then we all msg ar spt biase n emotion aq slow2 pulih!...thanks 2 him..bersyukur aq kpd Allah krana mengurniakn die pda aq..addtional info,aq xpnah delete sms dri die since hti ni terpaut..hehe..so..total of msg from him ialah 550sms as at 23 July 2008…

okayla…dh pnjng sgt aq nulis ni..Dear bloggy tggu post seterusnya k..about “BPFM Lawn Bowl Tournament…..see ya!..=)

Monday, July 21, 2008

~* Mengintai Langit *~

Setiap hariku tulis
Yang Ku telah jatuh cinta
Tapi ku rasa bersalah
Tidak ku nyatakan ... padamu....
Adakah engkau
merasa
Apa yang sedang kurasa
Kepada tancap asmara
Harapnya kau dah
terima
Maafkan aku kerna menyintamu
Maaf jikaku tak padan denganmu
Tapi ku berjanji
Kau juita hati
Akan ku jaga hingga akhir nanti
Maafkan aku terus memujamu
Maaf aku yang terlanjur merindu
Didalam
hujan renyai
Aku mengintai langit
Mengharap engkau akan setuju
Menyintai aku....
Menyanyi dan bisikkanlah sayang
Baiknya kau dalam
jiwa
Tak tahan rasanya menanggung kasmara
Agar dapatku lelapkan mata...
Mengkhayalkanmu, bermimpikanmu sepanjang malamku...

Lepas aq dengar je lagu ni kt Hotfm pgi td trus aq terusik..N yes...i've finally got the answer..this is what i feel towards him...lagu ni mmg cocok sgt dgn feeling aq rite now...rse nk ngs je bler dgr...npela aq ni terlampau lemahkn...cpt sgt jtuh hti...tp aq nk buat cmne..aq manusia biasa...nak atau tak, perasaan itu mmg dah hadir...but aq akn sentiasa menghargai setiap perasaan yg hadir ni...sbb ia adalh kurniaan Allah kepdaku...pasti ade hikmah disebaliknya kn?..

Aq xsms dgn die dh 2days..die pon mcm xde hati je nk sms aq...senyap je...hri ni aq nmpk die online kt skype,tp xde lak die tego aq..so aq pn xnk tegola jgk..sbb aq terusik sgt dgn kata2 odah mlm td...

"dahla fiza, xyahla kejar2 org dh..biar org lak kejar ko..."

ade betolnya kata2 die tu..amat2 tepat..sbb 2la aq xkn mengejar sesiapa dh mulai detik ini...bak kte faizal....

"jgn terlampau merancang fiza...kte ikut je arah angin...kalau ke barat die bwk kte,ke baratla...kalau ke timur die bwk kte,ke timurla kte..."

so..aq nk redha n trima je sgala ape yg telah n bakal berlaku ni...thanks kt diorg sume coz semua kata2 ni membawa mksd yg tersurat & tersirat untuk aq meneruskn perjalanan hidup sbg khalifah Allah..and i hav to take it n undrstnd it wisely...aq sbnrnya dh buat keputusan untk trus menyimpan perasaan ni terhadap die..jika die bukan untukku biarlah perasaan ni pelahan2 hilang..Insyallah it will...

okla...waktu lunch lak dh nk tamat ni...krrriiinnngggg....babai!...

Sunday, July 20, 2008

HaTi YaNg SeMaKin MenAwAr.........

Breep2...

Hmmm..its Sunday!..but nothg much yg aq buat..bru je bgun tido nieyh..ahahaaa..ank daro ape ntah ni.today aq in mood untuk mencoret..hehe..so...check it out..=)

Firstly, Jumaat hri 2 my 1st class started..nervous gler aq tkot xde kwan..tp bler smp sne..so far so goodla..ok je..bdak2 class pon leh msuk je..the class start smoothly..xde ape nk dicterkn pon..

Saturday lak..best gler..i enjoy the class n bdak2 class..lg2 waktu class Sir Zam2..ade ke aq ni dijdkn lect 2 dlm class..gler apo diorg ni..ahahahaaa...abeh ajran sesat aq bgi..nsibla..haha..tp aq bersyukur sgt ngn semua ni..Alhamdulillah..

okay..done with cter study aq..nk cter psal peribadi lak..ahaha...cewwaaahhh...

Spe lg lau bukan psal 'him'...sbnrnya ntahla..aq pon xdpt nk describe my current feeling towrds him lately..mcm title kt ats 2la..aq rse kiorg semkin menjauh..jauh...n trus jauh...friday nite tu,after the sms finally delivered,die xde respond pon..die xpnah camni..lastly,aq gak yg startkn sms 2..tp..its not as fun as before..nmpk cam aq je yg beriya2..sighhh...he is totally change!..Ya Allah..kenapala aq asek terkena bnd camni..aq rse cam dh xberdya nk hadapi sume ni..Malam smalam lak..aq xsms lnsng die..lgpon hp aq out of batry..charger lak xtau kt mne..pgi ni bru aq on..but yet..the answer is still NO..xde lnsng msg dri die..aq rse maybe dh ade pengganti aq..die mesti sibuk duk melayan 'new friend'..and aq dilupkan mcm 2 je..tp xpela..seperti biase...PASTI ADA HIKMAH DISEBALIKNYA..

Lgpon aq dh mls nk sedih2 n terlampau fikirkn masalah2 yg xkn pernah hbs ni..aq juz nk enjoy hidup yg telah dikurniakn ni...sbb aq yakin Allah dah rancang hidup aq sebaik2nya...dan aq xperlu mempersoalkn ape yg telah n bakal terjadi..Amin...

And last but not least..today is 20.07.2008..someones birthday..seseorg yg pnah singgah kt hati aq suatu ketika dulu..macamana agaknya sambutan birthday die tahun ni??ade ke handmade card and homemade cake dri new gf die??mesti meriah kn??agak2 terigt ke die pada sambutan thun lps?dgn aq..simpan ke lg hadiah2 yg aq bg..hhhmmm...ntahla...whatever it is..HAPPY BIRTHDAY AZLAN...semogo panjang umo n murah rezeki...

okla..aq dh penat mencoret ni bloggy..smp sni je k...Breep2..=)

Friday, July 18, 2008

PeLiKkkK..... :-/

Watchaaa...

Adeh..amat bzla hri ni..new batch for Staff Waiver Acc dh ade..nk kne antar reminderla plak..tp msih sempat lg aq mencoret kt blog ni..lau ikutkn mse mmg xde..tp ikutkn hti ni,aq perlu...

Actually, aq confuse + pelik ar ngn 'die' 2...what actually he's up to..ape dia aggp aq ni sbnrnya ek..confuse2..cne nk mle ek..okla..cternya mcm ni....

hri isnn lps aq ade sms ngn die,kjp lps 2 die diam...xde feedback..aq assume maybe die bz or dh tdola kn..so..aq ignore n trus tdo..Then pgi 2 bler aq bgn ade lak msg dri die said that npe aq xjwb soklan die..hhhmmm...mslhnya aq mne dpt ape2 msg pun..lps dpt je msg mcm 2..dgn perasaan xpuas hati ni, aq pn skype ar die n ask that what ques yg die nk ty aku mlm kelmarin, tp die lpe..xpela then, n i tell him if igt this night sms ler...tp i've remind him yg tggu sms from aq bru respond..die ty why.aq ktela ade date..nnt kantoi..he's respond lak agk2 xsngla ngn statemnt aq 2..plik ar..bkn ke both of us ni kwn je..npe die respond that way??sighhh...tp xtaula, aq agk2 senang dgn respond die yg agk2 cemburu2 manja tu...ehheheeee...

Then, mlm td around 10 o'clock aq pon sms ar die...5mnit after that still xde reply..aq check report..pending...then aq try antar lg skali tkot coverage yg prob..aq tgu2..pending gak..thats mean die off hp la...npe ek???...terty2 aq..bukan kitorg dh jnj ke nk sms mlm ni...die pon dh stuju..sepanjang aq kwn ngn die xpnah jd camni tau..xpnah kitorg x smsing mlm2..pelik sgt..tp ego py psal aq xdela siasat futher..tp, mse nk tdo aq siap psang tones kuat2 lg 2..so that if die reply aq akn terjaga dri tdo..but yet..useless..smpla pg td still none of respond....

this morning, aq try msg he's celcom no lak..a few seconds after that the msg delivered...lme aq tggu die reply..xde...then dlm half an hour bru die reply..msg die camni....

"Me ok je,msk lmbt skit pg ni...hp mxs xbwk blik mlm td tertinggal kt opis..sori.hahaha.."

fuhh..lega aq..igtkn ape2 jd kt die mlm td...thanks 2 god for that..tp yg aq plik till now..npe the msg still pending even die dh reach ofis??..xkanla die tak on2 lg hp die..npe?..or semua tu disengajakan...sighhh..he is so weird lately..ntahla...aku berserah je padaMu Ya Allah...

thats all for now..nk blik dh ni..nk g kelas...adehhhh...nervousnya....1st time ni..dh ar mmbr pon xde...permudahkanla perjalanan aq Ya Allah...Aminn...

oklaaa...daaaa...

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

AkU MaU....... =(

Kau boleh mengacuhkan diriku
Dan menganggap ku tak ada
Tapi takkan mengubah perasaanku kepadamu
Ku yakin pasti suatu saat
Semua kan terjadi
Kau kan mencintaiku
Dan tak akan pernah melepasku
Aku mau mendampingi dirimu
Aku mau cintai kekuranganmu
Selalu bersedia bahagiakanmu
Apapun terjadi ku janjikan aku ada

Kau boleh jauhi diriku
Namun kupercaya
Kau kan mencintaiku
Dan tak akan pernah melepasku
Aku mau mendampingi dirimu
Aku mau cintai kekuranganmu
Aku yang rela terluka
Untuk masa lalu…
only gods knows how i really want 'it'...sighhh...
but the fact is xsemua yg diidam akn menjadi kenyataan..
bler aq fikir2kan balik, brula aq sedar sebenarnya aq ptt berasa amat2 bersyukur dengan segala yg telah Tuhan kurniakan setakat ini.
Kerana Dia masih membenarkan aq untuk bernafas dan menghirup udara2 yg ada didunia ini.
Alhamdullilah.....
Tanamknla sifat syukur ini sentiasa dalam hatiku ya Allah, Amin..
Sebagai manusia biase kadang2 aq slalu mempersoalkan perjalanan hdp ini.
why everythg should be this way, why its never been like what i hope to?
Tapi bila aku mula muhasabah diriku, bru aku sedar, aku bukanla umat yg sgt taat kpd ajarannya, aq sering ingkar suruhannya....habis, siapa aku untuk mengharapkan pembalasan yg indah2?
namun,jauh disudut hti ni, aku pasti ada sesuatu yang telah dirancang untukku..
Sesuatu yg xkan tercapai dek akalku. Sesuatu yg ditakdirkan untukku. And i'm very2 sure about it.
Allah tidak akn sesekali mempersiakan ciptaannya..
Dan Dia tidak akn sesekali turunkan dugaan yang tidak mampu dipikul oleh hambanya..
Tp..perasaan yg sedang terbit ni amat membimbangknku..
Tolongla Ya Allah, jauhkanlah perasaan ini dlm hatiku..
sesungguhnya aq xbersedia lagi untuk melukakan hti ini..
berilah aku ruang untuk menikmati ape yg telah Kau sediakan..
Dan tempatknla aq dikalangan umat2mu yg sentiasa bersyukur terhadap ape yg Engkau kurniakan....
~END~
aik telip2 jiwang ar pulok hri ni..blehkn miss bloggy..hehe..see ya!

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Monday, July 14, 2008

Expired Updateeeee....sowy...

Yihaaaa....

sory 4 the delaying...actually nk update psal tournament futsal that held on 5th July..xkesahla lmbt ke cpt ek..jnj aq update..xgitu???..huhu....

okay...below is the result on that games...

D'unbeatable Vs Sabah Survivor - 0 - 2
Central Region Vs D'unbeatable - 0 - 0
D'unbeatable Vs D'lemon - 1 - 0

*but we all dptla 3rd place coz lwn blik ngn central region..n win 2 - 1..

yaaahhh...not that bad for firstimer like us kn??but aq happy gler hri 2...sbb mse final game aku beraksi dgn sehabis baik...and nak dijadikan cter..tbe2 aku dpt 1 msg...bunyinya begini...

"Tahniah...u play well..even u xdpt bola sgt..."
terkejut burok aq..rpenyer aku diperhatikan oleh die..xaci ar..serang hendap 2..aq pon trus ar msg n ty mne die..men nyorok2 lak..dh ar men dtg tanpa diundang...nk kne blasah 2!!..hehe....then, we all meet n nonton others final game...he is so charming...oh god!..pls dont do this 2 me..my heart is not fully healed yet...jauh2knla perasaan yg menyakitkn 2...amin.....
thats it for now...enjoy the pics down there yaaaa...daaaa miss bloggy....



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Friday, July 4, 2008

~FooTsaL!!~Lets Rocking bebs!..

wihoooo!!....

Tommorow the game is begin..adoiii....nakutttlaaaa....but wait...rileks fiza...just have fun rite...

okla...nk a bit update about this game..actually aq ni jd bidan terjun je...sbb sponsor dh ade tp player xde..so...4 firstimer like me ni..biasela lau takat tahap stone je kt court nnt ek..haha..but i will try n give all my best 4 2morrow game..hope this will be the best memories to us...

so...all d'unbeatable team...get ready n Rocking dude!!...we ar the best in our own eyes!!..ngee..

down here the picca of roaring 'cmdians'!!!...

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D'Unbeatable!!.. (ladies team)


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~Me while receiving my jersey, socks and shoes~ (sponsor by Nike premium N Adidas)

okay..finish..time is running out..so...c ya again 'miss bloggy'... chow!... =)

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

~KeCiWa!!..~

siggghhh...

y ek??..kadang2 kite rse sesuatu perkara tu macam dah ade dalam gengaman kte..tp bler kte sedar2 balik..semuanya dah terlepas tanpa sempat kte raih semula..and the worse part is..we cant do anythg to get it back...sighh..

But that is what lifes all about..sweetness n soury blended together to color up ur day!...the important thg is...patient..patient and patient...semua kesusahan akn dibyr dgn kegembiraan...and disbbkn benda2 ni la..aq mengajar diri sendri, supaya tidak terlalu mengejar atau mengharap sesuatu itu kerana hanya Allah yg dapt menentukan dan mengurniakn segala apa yg telah Dia takdirkn buat kte...pasti ada hikmah disebalik ape yg disuratkn ini...

thats all 4 today...juz wanna muhasabah my own self...

*currently...
-under pressured..
-thinking a lot...
-very 'malas' to do her work!!..=p
-seseorg menjadi semakin jauh untuk digapai.. ;'-(

lastly..tq miss bloggy to lend me ur tech so that i can write a merapu2 thg!!..haha..chilled beb!..

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

2nd Handed!!

oucchhh!!!...

only god know how much i hate those word...
a 2nd handed person..
y ar??always jd or dpt the 2nd handed stuff or anythg including my own fate!!...
ape yg aq impikn xkn jd spt yg aku inginkn...
and the standard answr was...pasti ade hikmah disebaliknya.....
mmgla..aq bukannya nk jd seorg yg xbersyukur..
juz...argghhh..
no ones can understnd what i'm facing off..
only Allah knows better..amin..

*my currently mood is..confused!!..fed-up!!..pissed off!!..
*futsal training spt biase..but...sigh...ntahla..xtau nk ckp..terpaksa redha!
*yesterday didnt msg wif 'him' sbb kitorg men tdo berganti2..=B
*my asset progress plak,still pending...bler nk success ni!!...xsabor dh nk melenjan!!

okla..run out of time..daaaa miss bloggy...;-p