Thursday, September 23, 2010

Salam Aidilfitri+++

salam,

1stly,SHR all..
how's ur raye?..fun rite?..hehe..
as 4 me..its juz nice~

im not so well actually..
biasela..musim rye kn..
eat n drink almost evrthg w/o thnking!..huhuu..

so far...
xde ape sgt update..
juz that..aku dh dpt kad kawen 'die'..
so..tgh menimbang tara nk g ke x..
teringin sgt nk g..
tp xde keberanian..
aku tkot i'll end up as kera sumbang kt majlis tu..argh!
so....tgkla cne...
still thinking!..

next,
skg ni aku byk berdiam dr bersuara..
sbbnye..aku cam muak ngn prangai org..
npe manusia ni hipokrit?..
baik ade makne?
batu api?..
ntahla..aku sgt confuse!..
xtau nk cye spe..
n hey!..welcome to the real life fiza..

dulu......
aku rse cam aku ade semua..
tp...in 1 blink..Allah take its all~
knape?..i still wondering...
tp xpe..org kate..
sume menda jdik ade hikmah~

then..bru aku sedar..
maybe i've wasting a lots of time wif the wrong person..
xpela..lau selagi kte xjatuh...slagi tu kte xblaja..
so..aku trima jek setiap ape yg tuhan turunkan tuk aku..

byk sgt cita2 yg xtercapai dlm idup aku ni..
sgt byk...bler pk2..rsenye aku cam xde ape2 jek...
im nothg n i've nothg!!..
smp bler??..
hurmmm..im tired actually..
dh byk sgt mse yg aku buang tuk menda2 yg xpenting..
pk pasal ni la..itula...yg xbawak ape2 pekdah!

if i hav to choose...
i wan to go farrrrr away...
to a place that i dont know anyone..
start all over again..
btolkan ape yg salah...
tp...aku kne r berpijak dibumi yg nyata..
xsemudah tu tuk lari dr masalh..
rela atau paksa..kte kne gak tempuh semuanyaaa...

till then...
hav a nice day ahead all...
cheers~