Friday, March 20, 2009

Salah hati ke Salah Takdir??

Its to hard to b a human rite?..


As at 2009 ni...dah almost 2years aku xberpacaran...tak sangka lak...tgk org2+kwn2 around aku hepy+Loveable jek wif their own partner..Alhamdullilah..aku tumpang bahagia...

But..in the other side lak..aku rse alone..sunyi..kosong...haiihh...yes..i felt that way..but..y its 2 hard 4 me to open my heart 2 those guys out there?..

Actually, adela a few guys that tried to get closed wif me...tried to know me deeply...tried to cared so much bout me...and tried everythg to get closed wif me...but...y aku act so weird..aku cam xleh nk trima..aku wat xlayan..aku moody...arrggghhh..its not like what they think!..aku bkn xske..tp aku cam terasa ego tuk melayan LELAKI ni..smp diorg questioned me back...
"awak xsuke ke saya contact awk?"..
"awk ni nk xnk jek reply msg sy.."..
"dah ade org len ke dlm hti awk?"..
"awk dh berpunya ek?"...

aarrrghhhh!!..klo lah aku leh jerit kt 1 dunia yg aku ni SINGLE!!..i have no ones!!..im alone!!..indahnya!!..and it will b much better if aku leh accept 'they' to my life or at least i would TRIED to accept them..but..i juz cant..semuanya aku rse xkne..xseswai..xde feel..kosong..hurrmm..aku pon xphm dgn dri aku..nk kte memilih2?..tak pon..nk kte aku serik??..no!!..nope!!..aku xpnah serik tuk made any new relationship wif guys..aku pon nk tawen gak ler..

Ya Allah...ape dah jdik pada hamba mu ni...betol ke ape yg aku buat ni..atau aku xpatut berperangai camni...berilah aku petunjuk.......i am really2 CONFUSED!!..











^_^ C.O.N.F.U.S.E.D!!..~END~

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

My YaYanG NeW LoOks!!..

Hye Ols....
Ngantuknye aku pagi nieyh...mlm td xtdo lngsng...inila akibat kalo "terjebak" dengan blog skin editing. Selagi xsiap page yg diidamkan,selagi itu jugakla aku duk mengadap pc tuh...okla, 4get bout my sleepy mode tuh...shall we proceed to the main topic dear??..let go bebeh!..

okla...actually be4 AGM TPCC aku telah me make-up modified skit 'yayang' aku ngn sedikit penabahan bodynyer...aku ni xdela reti sgt dalam hal-hal keta ni..apatah lgik nk minat menda2 camni..tp bler wif my 'yayang' ni...len lak feelingnyer...rse cam nk modified jek semua!..huhuu...seb bek ar xbyk budget...~ngee~..okla tanpa lengah lgik lets check those detail+pics bout my 'yayang' new looks okeh!!..

Modified Part :
CCFL angle eye lamp = RM350
TRD Spoiler = RM230
Promote PU rear lips = RM250
Windscreen Sticker (Custom) = RM45

total = RM875 <---For U my 'YaYanG'!!.. so pls enjoyed those pics....

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~Promote PU rear lips~

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~TRD Spoiler a.k.a badgirl!!..~

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~CCFL angle eye~siang xnmpk ler..kne mlm bru cun!!..~

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~Windscreen Sticker...~design sendiri k..atas bantuan jezz...tq jezz!..

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~The Spirit Of Competition~kat hud dpn..

actually mse aku gtau org pasal aku wat keta ni sume kate mahalnye..."ko xsyg duit ker?"...hehhehe..ape yg bleh aku katekan ialah......KEPUASAN DIRI..bler lgik beb nk berabih..kre ok ar aku berabih kt 'asset' aku...dari sesetgh hamba Allah tu....hurmmm..xbaik menunding kearah org lain...behave fiza...hehehehe....actually mesti ade yg heran mne aku dpt korek duit sebyk ni tuk berabih kan??hehehe...sbnrnye aku menang loteri dapat bonus daaa.....bersyukur sgt dkt ALLAH S.W.T atas rezeki yg dikurniakan...nak tau ape lgik yg dh aku buat ngn duit bonus tuh??..tgk belanjawan kire-kire kat bwh ni...

Bonus = RM 3000++
keta = RM 875
HP = RM650
Parent = Rm1000
Adik-adik = RM200 (RM50/each)
balance = RM+++.++ <----JOLI!!..hehehe..

The best part is...tercapai gak impian aku nk tgk mak aku tersenyum bangga.."mak..pija xleh nk bg mak ijazah lgik....tp pija bg mak duit ek.....money is everythg maa nowadays..."..hehehee..itula dlm hti naluri aku ni nk ckp...i loves u so much mak..abah...along..elo..apiq..ekin n haikal...u all is my strength!...dah2...emo plak dah...back 2 previous mood pls!!...yah2...hehehe...nak nengok hp bru aku & ekin??..zasss...

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~inila die..W910i...~white color as usuall...

p/s : sonok sgt...sume stuff aku white color...pasni aku nk murtadkn mereka skit2 ngn color pink...wajib!!...i am the white pinkish addicted k!!...