notes from FB..

olaa..aiyokk..

it's my 1st time to publish a notes here in FB..juz testing around..actually im stuck at office!!~urgghh...wif Mr Flu that soooo loyal accompanied me!!~eventhough i prayed alots 4 its to go away..its seems soooo stuborn!!~dowh!!~

lately,i was thinking of somethg....when i look around..i feel that i missed somethg..everythg seems not going rite everyday...yaaa..somethg that used to be wif me once time ago..even when i laugh,crying or mad..ths 'si polan' always b there 4 me...deep inside, i admit that i really2 wan it n tried to get it back..but the nearer i go..it seems more far away from me...*sigh*...

maybe its our fate written that we are not good 4 each other...eventhough i really 'luv' ths relationship...but,behind of all ths 'disaster' i know there are 'rainbow' thats god created for us...maybe ths was a times 4 us to start thinking of our mistake along our relationship be4 ths..all the jelousy,misunderstood n unsatisfied thgs...somehow..i also glad to hear that ths 'si polan' was going great wif ths 'new fren'..alhamdullilah...maybe im being selfish all ths while and unconsciously had interrupting on people relationship...yaa..my bad...i always b selfish!!~doii...

so..for ths year of 2010..i will promised my ownself not to hurt anyone anymore!!..i dont want to b selfish..i want to appriciated all people around me..im going to trashing off all the -tive thg inside me!!..yaaa..ALL!!...than topup its wif all the +tive thought...insyallah..im a poor human somehow..but at least i wanna give a try...hehe..

okla...i think i already babbling tooo much...haha!!~
its a gurl thngs maaaa cant get rid of it...
c ya then...daaa..lotsa lurve...