Thursday, February 16, 2012

1st Semester END

Time flies fast nowadays don't ya think?
i still remember the first time i surf about furthering my studies.
and in one blink.... 1st sem had ended!!

im not sure what result i would get.
might be miser might be average and i don't think it'll be excellent!
i know my effort and that's why i can say such things! *grin*

this exam month such a tiring week for me!
despite all the studies and work loads, there's also some sort of personal glitch happen!
poor me! poor me!! okay! cut all the sorrowness!
i wanna be happy! i wanna be ME!

what have to be done already be done! *err..?*
let's not regret any! 
and 'redha' for all had happened.
Insyallah i'll be more wise and keep faith.

and now! my semester break has started!
let's use it till fullest!
i had loads of plan in mind! *evilsmile*
let's 'JOGETJOGET' for it.... 

here BIGGEST smile for you reader!!!


"Allah sentiasa mencintai orang-orang yang sabar" (A-li'Imraan 3:146)

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Strong Woman....

No words can describe what i felt right now.
Relief?  Frust? Happy?
Perhaps relief because my prayer been heard.
Perhaps happy because 'his' happy.
Perhaps im frustrating because............................... *sigh*

i know everything happen for a special reason from Allah.
i accept it with all my heart.
yes! it's hurt quite deep! yet it made my heart more stronger day by day.

Thanks Allah! thanks for bringing me back to the right path!
i'll give my very best to be a better Muslim! a better person indeed!
Insyallah.


Saturday, February 11, 2012

S.T.U.B.B.O.R.N

why am i so stubborn? 
i know that im choosing the wrong path yet i refuse to get back?
i went much deeper instead!
i let my self drown by my lust....
im not using my brain!
i use this stupid heart instinct....
instinct that will be me to destruction!!
Im blank! Im confused! I NEED HELP!

"Ya Allah, please lead me onto the right path. Amin."