Salam Aidilfitri+++

salam,

1stly,SHR all..
how's ur raye?..fun rite?..hehe..
as 4 me..its juz nice~

im not so well actually..
biasela..musim rye kn..
eat n drink almost evrthg w/o thnking!..huhuu..

so far...
xde ape sgt update..
juz that..aku dh dpt kad kawen 'die'..
so..tgh menimbang tara nk g ke x..
teringin sgt nk g..
tp xde keberanian..
aku tkot i'll end up as kera sumbang kt majlis tu..argh!
so....tgkla cne...
still thinking!..

next,
skg ni aku byk berdiam dr bersuara..
sbbnye..aku cam muak ngn prangai org..
npe manusia ni hipokrit?..
baik ade makne?
batu api?..
ntahla..aku sgt confuse!..
xtau nk cye spe..
n hey!..welcome to the real life fiza..

dulu......
aku rse cam aku ade semua..
tp...in 1 blink..Allah take its all~
knape?..i still wondering...
tp xpe..org kate..
sume menda jdik ade hikmah~

then..bru aku sedar..
maybe i've wasting a lots of time wif the wrong person..
xpela..lau selagi kte xjatuh...slagi tu kte xblaja..
so..aku trima jek setiap ape yg tuhan turunkan tuk aku..

byk sgt cita2 yg xtercapai dlm idup aku ni..
sgt byk...bler pk2..rsenye aku cam xde ape2 jek...
im nothg n i've nothg!!..
smp bler??..
hurmmm..im tired actually..
dh byk sgt mse yg aku buang tuk menda2 yg xpenting..
pk pasal ni la..itula...yg xbawak ape2 pekdah!

if i hav to choose...
i wan to go farrrrr away...
to a place that i dont know anyone..
start all over again..
btolkan ape yg salah...
tp...aku kne r berpijak dibumi yg nyata..
xsemudah tu tuk lari dr masalh..
rela atau paksa..kte kne gak tempuh semuanyaaa...

till then...
hav a nice day ahead all...
cheers~

Sick Of It~

aint they get enuff??
urgghhh..
sabar...sabar..sabar..
tarik nafas...
hembus....
tarik.....
hembuss...
fiiyuuhhh...

ntahla..
xtau nk ckp cmne..
is it me that being tooo sensitive??

xtaula..
xpaham..
nuts..nuts..nutss..

aku nk kuar dr semua ni..
cant they juz let me out of it?
jgnla nk 'usik-usik' lagi..
biar jela..ignored jek..
wat cam xde ape2..

mslhnye..
dulu cam xde krisis by 'genre' camni..
tp lately byk lak yg jadik..
Allah maha Adil..

1 jek aku nk sematkn dlm dirini..
"Allah takkan turunkan ujian yg kita xmampu untuk galas"
lagi berat yg diturunkan..
lagi kuatla kite sbnrnye..
n kita..knela tangani wif brain..
intelligently..
jgn melatah..byk bersabar..
sentiasa igt tentangNya..

there's somebody had advised me that....

"u juz hav to take one nite be4 u sleep n 4give n 4get bout people that hurt u even they weren't apoligizing to u..than insylh..u will get up in the morning wif smile+relief.."

and yes..its work!!..
thnx sayang..u really made my days!.. =)

okla..
people n problem mmg xdpt nk dipisahkan..
so..juz bear wif it calmly... ^_^

end of said~

AngelWearsPrada~

Aku & Ramadhan...

Eh..Eh..Ramadhan datng lagik!.
rasenya baru jek puasa last year..
Cepat masa berlalu...

Ramadhan kali ni mesti disambut dgn pelbagai kelainan kn?
ada yg 1st time menyambutnya sbg...
seorg isteri/suami..
seorang ibu/bapa..
sebgai tunang org..
mesti ramadhan kali ni amat manis tuk mereka.. ^_^

tapi bg aku..
Ramadhan kali ni aku remain unchanged..
tiada yg berubah~

aku masih pija's to my family..masih fiza/pijat/kelip2 kpd kwn2ku..
nothg chnged..aku bukan isteri/ibu/tunang kpd sesiapa..
aku still daughter of Pn.Salbiah & En.Nahar....
Adik kpd Along n Elo..dan Kakak kpd apit,ekin n haikal..
masih sama spt taun2 sebelomnya...nothg been upgraded.. :-|

but its doesn't mean that my Ramadhan are not special..
its still special in my own ways~
I've been blessed wif each & everyone around me..
I'll treasured every single thgs that happen in my life~

nevertheless,
aku harap sgt Ramadhan kali ni akan memberi aku seribu keberkatan..
dpt membentuk & jadikan aku seseorg yg lebih baik..
Insyallah..
Ramadhan ni jugak aku ade a few mission..
ha-ha..semedang jek misi aku ni..accomplishnye tak2 jugak..
a lots of delaying aku ni!!.. ^_^

Sesi berbuka pose beramai2 pon byk this month..
insylh..aku akn susun sebaiknya..
so that aku dpt berbuka ngn sume mmbr2 aku..

okla..smp sni jela kot coretan Ramadhan aku..
moga berjmp lg next entry...
luv & heart..

end of said~

AngelWearsPrada~