Our last conversation..

8.59pm | 04.02.16 

It happened again! yeah.. another one! been there, done that.. 

My life is such a jokes! Penatnya!

I'm running out of time but yeah. Still a mess! 

Maybe I dont deserved anything beautiful kot. Tot this year will be mine but...

It's chapter 2 of 12, still no any sign.

aku saja tulis ni... i wanna read it again when my emotion stable!

"i don't have a proper words to say or to describe on how much i want you. i just want u without any specific reasons. Ur like a piece of puzzle that i'm searching for all this while. But, guess u are someone that i just want but not I need. We're just too complicated to be together. It's hard and hurt to let this go but guess this is never a choice but the only option left. thanks for being a part of my good memories F."

Shoes Galore at Home!

Annyeonghaseyo!

It's been a while kan since last post aku. Cerita pasal pengalaman umrah pon separuh jalan. Apa nak jadi la!! My bad my bad!! But, this time aku nak share a very nice experience that I've enjoy last week! 

Ceritanya bermula from an unplanned participation on 1 of contest for staff from Celcom First Elite!! Sebenarnya it's more to educate we the staff on this new product. So, the team conduct la this contest. Actually, masa aku participate tu aku tak tau pun it's a contest. Haha! Teruk kan. The contest tu dekat portal staff & consist of 5 Questions. Then, 1 month later I got a phone call for the winning! Terkejut mak! I've been given a few choices actually & haruslah aku pilih yang paling mahal kan?! Hihihi.. Then, they ask me to choose 1 date for me to experienced it.

So, last week is the day! And aku pilih shoes galore at home memandangkan raya nak dekat & aku takde kasut raya lagi..hihihii.. Okay, let me brief a bit about hadiah ni yer. Shoes galore at home is actually an experience for you to shop at a comfort of your own home. Kira macam kedai kasut datang rumah la gitu. They will bring 12 design of shoes for you to choose & u can choose 3 pairs of it. Sebelum tu they will make an arrangement with u for the shoe size & shoe preference that you like. They also will bring 1 bottle of drinks for you to drinks while shopping & a box of chocolate! 

This experience is brought by The Red Ribbon days & the representative that came on the day is Sharmein! So nice & polite person!! The shoes vendor pulak from Shoes Shoes Shoes!! Pernah dengar tak? Mesti pernah kan? Sebab they quite famous online. And their spokeperson who came is Ms Lina!! Very bubbly, funny & helpfull! Banyak ilmu pasal kasut yang she shared! And you know what, kasut ni semua comfy & they use lamb leather!! Best kan! Okay, nak tau what choice that I've made? Which 3 design that I favor the most? Now, lets the photos do the talking okay?! 

- tengah pening nak pilih which & which!-

- from L-R Sharmein, me & Lina -

- my picks!! -

- closer looks! The blinks take my breath away!! -

- glamorous platform heels for glam accosions! -

- kasut rayaaaaaa!! -

So, itula sikit sebanyak yang aku nak share dekat blog ni! Supaya 1 day bila aku feel like reminiscing good memories I'll look through this blog & counts all my blessing!! Hihihii. Till then, lets meet on my next entry!! 

A journey of a SINNER - PART 1

Assalamualaikum.

If this post has been published that means aku dah berjaya ke Tanah Suci Mekah. Alhamdulillah. But, as of this paragraph written I'm still at Malaysia & masih berdebar nak menunggu keputusan VISA yang mengesahkan sama ada aku & keluarga berpeluang ke tanah suci Mekah+Madinah atau tidak. Dan bagi sesiapa yang tak tahu pasal ni aku mintak maaf sangat, tak berniat nak sorok tapi sebab ketidakpastian visa yang membuatkan aku taknak disclose to all pasal ni unless dah confirmed everything okay barulah akan disebarkan.

Tiap kali kita dengar pengalaman orang nak mengerjakan umrah ni mesti macam-macam dugaan yang terpaksa mereka tempuh kan? baik disana mahupun ketika masih lagi ada di Malaysia. Bagi aku pulak, dugaan masa di Malaysia lagi dah terpaksa aku & keluaga tempuh. Macam-macam bentuk dugaan semuanya menggetarkan jiwa. Meh la aku share the full process of what me & my family faced on this journey.

Pertengahan Januari 2013 my aunt call and bagitahu yang Air Asia ada buat promotion memperkenalkan their new routes to Jeddah and the rate (return) was a low as RM800++ jer yang mana usually around RM3000++. So, we’ve decided to try la the rate and cadang nak pegi hujung tahun cuti sekolah that was somewhere in November. Tapi, nak dijadikan cerita rupanya tersalah kira date & date tu musim haji masih belum habis dan visa umrah tak akan dikeluarkan lagi. Perasaan masa tu jangan citer lah kan, memang kecewa, putus asa & putus harapan bagai. The most heart-breaking part ialah tengok muka kecewa my parent when they heard that news.

Tapi, orang kata rezeki Allah tu luas.. Kalau dah ditakdirkan kita untuk jadi tetamunya macamana dugaan sekalipun InshaAllah ada.. Malam perkabaran dukacita tu aku dapat, aku solat hajat memohon semoga apa-apa jela bentuk pertolongan Allah turunkan untuk dapat aku & keluarga ke tanah suci. Esoknya tangan ni duk gatal search kat air asia flight on December dimana still cuti sekolah masa tu adalah pulak rate yang sebijon dengan yang kirtorang booked!! Teruslah meloncat aku nak inform semua suruh tukar flight. Disebabkan changes of flight tu kitorang kenalah fee dalam RM200++, so total masa tu dalam a thousand plus that still considered as cheap!! HAPPY!! Sesungguhnya kuasa Allah tu memang besar, kita hanya perlu mohon je & andai disuratkan rezeki kita Allah s.w.t. akan bagi. AMIN AMIN AMIN.

Settle bab flight kami pun cari lah agency for ground arrangement & setelah buat beberapa siri siasat/selidik which agency yang tawarkan good service, accommodation & price kami sebulat suara memilih AJWA TRAVEL & TOURS.

Debaran kami tak habis sampai disitu jek, sebab bila dah masuk bulan December dimana kurang sebulan lagi kami nak berangkat perkabaran pembukaan visa still takde khabar berita from Saudi Embassy. Setiap hari fikir pasal umrah ni berdebar jer, lebih kurang macam nyawa tergantung je rasanya lah!! Huhuu..

Tapi, sesungguhnya Allah s.w.t tu Maha besar dan Maha mengetahui! Andai kunfayakun kataNya, maka terjadilah ia… Alhamdulillah kami dijadualkan berangkat ke tanah suci pada 17hb December 2013 dan pada 13 December 2013 visa kami di’approved’kan oleh pihak Saudi. Allah Maha besar segala puji hanya bagiNya.

On the weekend tu barulah aku and adikku pegi shopping for preparation, kitorang takdelah bawak banyak barang pun sebab plan nak beli jek kat sne macam jubah and so on kan. Bukan apa, kat Malaysia ni tak banyak choices la for Jubah2 ni & quite pricey. So, over the weekend tu cari confort shoes waktu kat sana & personal-personal stuff.

I think this the end of my part 1 journey & aku akan sambung about the trip from KL to Jeddah to Madinah to Mecca (mostly review about the AA filght since it’s cheap kan). Stay tunes!